Been lurking and looking at the responses, really appreciate the input and that I've been able to open up a discussion about mental health. I haven't been fishing yet, the new job has me stressed and beat so by the time I get off all I want is to go home and relax. Honestly, once I get home I don't have the energy to do much more than fixing up dinner, putting on some TV and going to bed. I think that'll change this weekend though, I plan on getting at least a little fishing in and just get out of the house for a while (assuming my motivation carries through).
I've been trying to stay off social media as well, like a bunch of people suggested. I didn't realize how often I had been "doom scrolling" and stressing myself out about headlines that I can't change.
I am on a prescription, but I think it's time I consider talking things out with a professional and try to get to the bottom of some issues. I'll be honest, too, I strayed from faith in recent years, but in the past it really did help me to feel better and more positive about the things I couldn't control and to recognize the good in life. I'll work on getting more in touch with that side of me as well.
Thanks again for the outpouring of support, it means more than you know