Keep your head up and stay strong. Don't give in to the temptation.

Yeah, I know easy for me to say right? Well I'll tell you a secret. I've been there too. I banged roids for almost four years straight. Cycling on and off. It was six years ago when I quit. I was constantly angry and in a foul mood, I hated life and the world. My sex drive was nil., I was completely uninterested in everything. I was depressed enough that I wanted to die. I couldn't stand not shooting them up. I craved them and wanted them. I wanted to feel the indescribable feeeling you get from the testosterone and Tren taking over your emotions and body. You feel like an absolute BEAST when taking them. I felt like I could bench press a train car. Giving them up was one of the hardest things I've done. Homie, don't give in to it. Fight that temptation.

Call me, PM me, text me, email me, whatever. If thats what it takes then so be it. I will try an help you make it through. DONT go down the path your headed.

As for everyone else. Don't ******* judge me over my past. Everyone makes mistakes.

I still love you snookem's

I still love you snookem's

Well thank ya sugar bear.

Get a room you two

Get a room you two

We'll leave the light on for ya

We'll leave the light on for ya

 

I'll bring the hydrocodone, still have a half bottle

I have a herniated disk in my lower back that likes to rear it's head on occasion, especially if I've been doing heavy lifting. It's not the best injury to have in the construction business but you work with what you've got.

 

At it's worst, I took some muscle relaxers and did physical therapy. The physical therapy focused on stretches to loosen the muscles surrounding the disk, and a work regiment to build up the abdominal muscles which help support the lower back. They would also hook a machine up to the injured area to deliver some kind of shock treatment.

 

I no longer keep up the work out regiment (though I probably should.) However, whenever it flares up I tend to practice the stretches 2-3 times a day and pop prescription amounts of ibuprofen. Things will usually settle down anywhere from 3 days to two weeks.

 

I understand the pain. There have been days where it took everything in me to even get up and walk. For those who have never battled with a back injury, be thankful. It can be some of the most excruciating pain you will ever experience. Fight the good fight. If you've not tried pt yet (didn't see if you had or hadn't) I would highly recommend it.