First off let me apologize for this rant

I will never understand why people play games at my age. Basically what happened was I got lead on by a woman I work with. Back in March we started hanging out after talking daily for about a month. We had a very good time together and always have good connection and deep conversation. She told me I was a great, sweet guy and that she loved me and we should be together. Then when I said ok well I really like you alot lets do this she said I want to but I can't because there's another guy. A few weeks later she got ticked at me and when I said well if its easier maybe we should go back to being just work friends she said thats for the best because I "took what she said out of context" and all this ever was for her is friendship. I thought this kind of s#$% waa supposed to stop by 20 not keep going at 43. Absolutely insane. Zero accountability for her words and actions...its weak and pathetic.

I’m sorry to hear this. The stories I hear from my single friends that are fishing for a keeper can be soul crushing. With that said, if it is what you want, keep casting and maybe switch to a Senko if you get desperate.