clayton86

I hate neighbors eve if they were nice or what ever I just don't like living in close proximity of others. Idk how u do it dave 10ft apart id go nuts I grew up in the sticks closest neighbor was a mile down the road in either direction. I have an apartment now well did.....yeah but anyways even that I hate its same thing just a apt building in the middle of no where but I cant stand the other tenants other then 1 and that's cuz I knew him since I was in diapers his parents owned the house next my moms house the one a mile down the road lol and now his parents own the apt we are in well I was...

At dawn the telephone rings, "Hello, Senor Rod? This is Ernesto, the caretaker at your country house." "Ah yes, Ernesto. What can I do for you? Is there a problem?" "Um, I am just calling to advise you, Senor Rod, that your parrot, he is dead." "My parrot? Dead? The one that won the International competition?" "Si', Senor, that's the one." "Oh My! That's a pity! I spent a small fortune on that bird. What did he die from?" "From eating the rotten meat, Senor Rod." "Rotten meat? Who the heck fed him rotten meat?" "Nobody, Senor. He ate the meat of the dead horse." "Dead horse? What dead horse?" "The thoroughbred, Senor Rod." "My prize thoroughbred is dead?" "Si', Senor Rod, he died from all that work pulling the water cart." "Are you insane? What water cart?" "The one we used to put out the fire, Senor." "Good Lord! What fire are you talking about, man?" "The one at your house, Senor! A candle fell and the curtains caught on fire." "What the ... ? Are you saying that my mansion is destroyed because of a candle?!" "Si', Senor Rod." "But there's electricity at the house! What was the candle for?" "For the funeral, Senor Rod." "WHAT BLOODY FUNERAL??!!" "Your wife's, Senor Rod." She showed up very late one night and I thought she was a thief, so I shot her with your new Kreighoff Limited Edition Custom Gold Engraved Trap Special with the custom Wenig Exhibition Grade Stock. SILENCE ... LONG SILENCE ... VERY LONG SILENCE. "Ernesto, if you scratched that shotgun, you're in deep s#$%."

the gar actually only usually ate 1 or 2 feeder fish but I think its cuz them oscars would pack 10 in there mouth at once and steal them out of the gars mouth so he would get what ever was left once the oscars mouths were full of fish.

We used to have a 46 gal bow front with 2 albino oscars and a Florida gar and then a 55 gal with a large mouth bass in it. They were fun to have but pricy to feed and keep clean especially the oscars they are filthy. I traded the 46 gal for a Remington 1100 20ga a few years ago and sold the 55 gal for 200 cash I paid less then 200 for both tanks fully set up! heres some pics of the bow front don't have pics of the bass

yeah we got 6 weeks left roughly. Our chain of command hasn't put out a date yet but the rest of the battalion they all know December 15th well we cant leave with out them and vise versa. I pried on my Lt the other day and that's what he hinted to also was that date so hopefully soon. I'm trying to deal with as much as possible here like I said I got a meeting with JAG Monday today I changed over all of my accounts the rest of the way and all my direct deposit info. I'v got my buddy who said he will also swing by after work this week to grab my fishing poles and my guns out of the apt which is all I have anyways none of my clothes fit anymore iv lost 40lbs since I had left in January so she can keep them this other guys fat like I used to be he can wear them hes wearing everything else of mine.....

That time was before her and I were ever together but another dark period of my life that looking back at now with this over my head that situation was nothing compared to this. My dads been emailing me and we have been talking bout the whole situation and even still like I said bout him bad mouthing my mom he never has even now as hes sharing the divorce process with my mother he still isnt talking bad about her. Hes also re assuring me I can still be a father no matter what the out come but its gonna mean missed baseball games and such and will tear me apart at least it did to him not able to make all my games and other things growing up. Both my parents are aware now though my mom has known for a while before I did and she has just bit her tongue and even now shes and my dad are both respecting my wishes as I told them they can still talk to her and see the kids but not to say anything or be mean to her just to sty out and leave it between me and her but still see the kids when they want.

oh I'm def going after my kids I grew up in a broken family wishing I seen my dad more I don't want my sons going threw that they mean the world to me if you couldn't tell by a lot of my posts and pictures there of my son. I have an appointment with a lawyer on the 5th at 2 it seems like an eternity away though. Those of you who have gone threw this IDK how you did it this is destroying me I haven't slept a wink and cant even eat my dinner was like 3 bites of a sandwich and a bottle of water its all I could get in without feeling sick and them 3 bites still took me 45 minutes to eat. Tomorrow should be a ball also I have a tower shift which is just me in a tower all alone with nothing but empty desert to stare off into and my mind will run wild should be fun........ The other thing I'm fighting within to is not getting self destructive ie smoking and drinking. There is no alcohol in Kuwait thank god I have got to fight the urge when I get home not to go back to the old me that seriously drank a 30 pack every evening just for a warm up before the hard liquor. I got about 6 weeks till I'm home so if I can make it that long I hope it will be strength not to hit up every bar on the way home where ever that may be haven't even figured that out yet considering I'm homeless now.

I cant stand her couldn't name any of her songs lol.

Yeah I hope so I'm being nice to her "killing her with kindness" as I was recommended. I just got off the phones with the banks and got all that squared away. I'v puked I kid you not like 30 times today though just thinking bout things and the fact my youngest son knows another man more then me his father its sickening. I'm trying to find the silver lining in all of this though like fishing now I will be able to fish without her bugging me to make sure I'm really fishing and not cheating yeah it was like that JF can contest to it when I had to have him send me the videos of us fishing to prove to her. I will actually save money now even though I'm giving her some support its only 25% not 99% what she had been spending on who knows what. I planned on buying some new rifles when I got home I can just do it now well once I know about lawyer fees but once all is said and done hey them new Revos yup they can be mine if I wish a .17 hot rod rifle for coyotes yup buy it with no consequences. I can actually get stuff for my boys with out asking her or having her tell me no so she can spend it else where. So I'm trying to find the positive in all this its extremely tough and not gonna lie I just randomly start crying doing things but oh well **** happens for a reason I guess.

Thanks guys Iv been talking with friends I'm on gates today and been talking here and there with the guys. There surprised I'm not keeping it bottled up but I can't I will go nuts it's hard not to now as it is.

hell yeah

Thanks guys and all of you who have been PM'ing me as well thanks its been rough today I'v got alot of support though from you guys and my squad there all been there to talk to always checking on me. just gotta KCCO! we'll see how many people know what that is about lol.

I cant wait to get out there to your lake farmer gonna I got some buddy's out that way that coyote hunt a lot to gonna try and hit up the lake and call some coyotes all one trip.

well we don't own anything we have rented this whole time we seriously only have a truck that's it.

oh I have our entire skype history backed up 3x plus screen shots of the texts she sent me coming forward everything since has been threw email. I have . ALOT of dirt on her id rather not have to bring it up but if her claws come out so will mine.

Yeah I dont know my head is just spinning and confused. I was balling like a school girl earlier I mean ya ever seen a 185lb guy carrying a medium machine gun crying like a ***** lol. Now iv been to the gym and said it so many times whats happened I laugh about it then I get sad again then I just start laughing uncontrollably.

yeah trucking and re enlisting are def out of the picture now. LEO job probably also if I see this guy on the streets......

Thanks guys this has been a week from hell to it all started on the 25th our wedding anniversary. Thanks I have an appointment on the 4th with a JAG lawyer its the best I can do from over here and will also be icing on the cake considering that is also my birthday like I said its been the week from hell. Me and the wife I guess I can still call her that for now but we took a break 2.5 years ago and started the process of splitting and I never bad mouthed her once her on the other hand told my son all kinds of crap none of which was true and even this time when she has had another man in front of them I'm sure she is still bad mouthing me its just how she is. My parents split when i was 2 I think I'm not sure I was to young to remember but I think I was 2ish my father never once to this day has ever bad mouthed my mother not a single mean thing and has gotten on me when I have talked crap about her my mom on the other hand still to this day talks crap about my dad and ticks me off its been 24 years now and I'm old enough to see threw the BS when she talks about him. I will follow how I did before and like my dad and not bad mouth her in front of them heck I don't now to bad guys in my squad are and I'm getting upset with them. I'm not sure if I will even need a divorce because we don't own anything and everything I mean everything is in my name and has been sense before we were married only thing we have together is the truck which is also 100% in my name shes not anywhere on it. Legal separation will probably be best its a heck of a lot cheaper and we don't have anything to split but the kids. Now with the kids we have to see a specialist about anyways to see whats in best interest for them and yes most courts favor the wife I have more then enough to make them think differently saved on my external on my laptop and backed up again online plus her history as well is still on file with the county shes no angel. So the kids we have to see the same person regardless of a divorce or legal sep. and we have nothing to fight over property wise that and I'm not much of a fighter anymore she can have all the crap we bought together I don't want it knowing just yeah don't want the couches and new bed nope nope nope. I dont know though she seems to be civil right now actually begging and pleading

yeah she admitted it finally today while I was on shift up in the turret on a gun truck she messaged me saying it. I have 6 weeks left in this deployment till im home I had to plead not to go home now because i need all the money I can get right now they had spend it all I have .67 cents in my account till tomorrow in which time I gotta take all but 25% out. It does feel like my world is coming to a crashing end I don't know what I'm more angry about the fact she did it or for this long and all the lies or the fact hes been living under my roof in my bed with my wife and my kids and my furniture and TV hell he probably used my fishing gear. I also came to find out yesterday once I really started getting hard on her about if she was he packed up all his stuff and got the hell out of dodge leaving her stranded he used her and abused her filled her head with stuff leached off my paychecks then got out probably sensing I'm gonna kill him when I get back. So now I'm also mad he used my wife it doesn't make any sense I mean I love her to death even still to the point I'm furious the man she cheated on me with has hurt her and I wanna beat him to a pulp for it. I mean does that make and sense I swear I'm going nuts. I feel bad for her because everything I mean everything is in my name so I'm shutting it all down I gotta call the dealership have them come get the truck she bought in my name I canceled all the credit cards and bank accounts but 1 the one I will deposit her support into. The guy is on unemployment cant hold a job has a drinking issue thinks hes king **** on turd hill attitude once he found out the money isn't coming in with her he bailed.

So if you guys remember a few months ago I asked about going with your gut feelings. Everyone here was right as much as I hate to admit it as much as it hurts you were all right. I just found out today shes been cheating for a few months now while iv been gone. Iv been spending the last day or two changing all bank accounts and everything. My mind is just bugging out I have no idea what to think or do just mass confusion. I'm so lost I mean I kinda knew for a while but I didn't want to believe it and she denied it and her being my wife I gave her the benefit of the doubt and believed her and trusted her. so I guess I should have taken all the advice from you guys back in August but I didn't want to think she would do this but I was wrong.

Try LMC truck I think it is

Every time I go to Ft. Drum is me or us my unit vs mother nature. One time though not involving Drum was when I was maybe 15 out fishing with some buddy's behind his house and a storm had rolled in. We fished as long as we could till it started hailing and thunder and lightning. We jumped on the 4 wheelers and high tailed out of there. We were dodging falling trees in the woods on our way back till we got to the road. That was painful as hail the size of like a small grape or marbles hurt like hell when racing home on a 4 wheeler. Then there was fishing with J Francho last fall on lake Ontario actually was like exactly a year ago this week if I remember correctly. That wasn't to bad other then racing to get into the shelter of the bay watching John race his xpress looking out a little hole in his hoodie to see out of he had it cinched down so tight around his face.

a faithful wife........... and yes my kids are my world there the reason iv made some sacrifices iv made so they can have the best toys the best clothes and see the best pediatrition in WNY so what if I don't have all new revos and a bass boat yet or even a vehicle to get to point a and b. I would gladly live the life of rags on the street if it meant my 2 boys had a good life.

my first non field car I bought was a 98 Z24 cavalier, first thing I bought with my very first paycheck that wasnt under the table when I was 15 a pair of 300 dollar Oakleys I sat on a week later and broke..... I dont have to many big purchases or significant ones iv never bought a house or anything really iv had a crap ton of cars thats bout it I'v made it to 26 with out really having much of anything for myself and probably will continue that way.